Inside Seljalandsfoss by Fabio Serra
Ugh.. randomly woke up at 7am… and I literally just had the worse anxiety I had in awhile. Enough that it had me crying. Nothing is feeling good for me right now and I just feel like leaving everything completely. Yet, when I think about doing that, I feel like I’ll be leaving important things/people behind. But then I start to think… I’m probably the only one who feels this way, so why bother? Who’s actually going to notice, who’s actually going to even care?
When I think about it, isn’t everyone completely fine either way? So what the hell am I even here for…? In the end, I’m just hurting myself more and more. Trying to find a place that i dont belong. And all this effort I keep putting into people means absolutely nothing… I hate it… this feeling, this situation, myself.
I can’t even turn to anyone right now because nothing even feels right.. so I’m just going to cry this off. Because there isn’t anything else I can do.
The forest that flooded and then froze, pt 2 - Koitelinkoski, North Finland
Last year, 22-time Emmy award-winning reporter John Stofflet posted this news video he created for KING-TV in 2004, featuring Paul Smith and his artistic talents.